​Love for you

I want you as you are, not as you ought to be
Won’t you lay down your guard and come to me

The shame that grips you now is crippling

It breaks my heart to see you suffering
Cause I am for you

I’m not against you
If you wanna know

How far my love can go

Just how deep, just how wide

If you wanna see

How much you mean to me

Look at my hands, look at my side

If you could count the times I’d say you are forgiven

It’s more than the drops in the ocean
Don’t think you need to settle for a substitute

When I’m the only love that changes you
And I am for you

I’m not against you

I am for you

I’m not against you
If you wanna know

How far my love can go

Just how deep, just how wide

If you wanna see

How much you mean to me

Look at my hands, look at my side

If you could count the times I’d say you are forgiven

It’s more than the drops in the ocean
Open your heart

It’s time that we start again

Open your heart

It’s time that we start again
If you wanna know

How far my love can go

Just how deep, just how wide

If you wanna see

How much you mean to me

Look at my hands, look at my side

If you could count the times I’d say you are forgiven

It’s more than the drops in the ocean

The drops in the ocean

 

Repair

She’s drowning.. But wait, don’t save her, no don’t touch her, and yes I see that she’s drowning.. She’s forgotten, somewhere along the way of her crowning, she is Queen, but now look at her, she’s drowning.. Because another man has broken her trust, instead of smiling he left her frowning.. She’s damaged this time, perhaps a little broken beyond repair.. She won’t come out of this ok, she’s a little worse for wear.. But we learn that in desperate times, when faced with death it can change us.. So as she drowns she find new strength to out weigh her every weakness.. So let her drown, let her struggle to be ok, let her swim until she feels her feet back on the ground.. Let her drown, and let her save her fucking self, let her always be remembered as the Queen who proudly wears her crown.. Watch her now, as she becomes the woman she always could have been.. Untouchable, unbreakable, forbiddingly beautiful as perhaps a cardinal sin.. But for now, she’s simply drowning, in a puddle of her own pretty tears.. As she watches her heart be destroyed, by a man, all over again, the sum of all her fears

 

Rain Romance

And soon enough I was taken back to the rain it all started. I remember you and I walking down the road after the coffee date, and you said how beautiful the sky looked that day. And then after a few minutes it started raining. And we were holding hands and I snatched away. Just in a moment I was out of shade and under that beautiful sky. Insane enough to dance but sane enough not to fall. 

I was crazy. I was stupid. But you loved me the same. I came towards you and you knew what was in my mind. And so you ran and I ran after you. I remember how didn’t like rainy days. But got you. I got on your back and were already wet enough. You laughed. I got off your back. And asked you for a dance. You said yes. We were dancing. More like finding a way to get close. A lil more. 

Your hands on waist and mine on your shoulder. We looked into each other’s eyes like we were trying to find those galaxies, the hidden one yet the most beautiful one. You get your one hand on my face and said,”God. You’re crazy.” And we both laughed. As we were laughing you pulled closer and I knew we’ve found our galaxies. And in a minute our lips united. As our lips parted, you whispered in my ear,”I love you.” And I open my eyes. I look up at the sky and say,”You still hold me. Our lips still unite. I still love you. The only difference is you’re not here and i am. So close yet so far.” P.s. I love you.

Yours,

Just yours.